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SUMMER STARTS TO SHINE

WRITER. DOODLER. TRAUMA SURVIVOR. INFLUENCER. WAVE-MAKER.

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November 2016

‘THE SENSE’#soc

  The sense is NOT something we all have. What is it? ....... It's an abstract knowing- no searching and scrabbling in the dark for insight arrived at through logical reasoning or seasoned introspection. Sense is the way the universe provides... Continue Reading →

‘I SEE SNAKES WHERE YOU SEE TWIGS’ TRAUMA VLOG

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIM3k920DIg&feature=youtu.be

INTRODUCING BADASSERY VLOG :)

I THINK THIS IS MY BEST VLOG YET! IT'S AN INSPIRATIONAL PUNCHY 10 MINUTE VIDEO INTRODUCING THE CONCEPT OF BADASSERY AND HOW YOU CAN EMBRACE THE BADASS PHILOSOPHY TO LIFE! I HOPE IT'LL GIVE YOU A BOOST AND ENCOURAGE YOU TO MAKE POSITIVE... Continue Reading →

BACK ON MY FEET!

This is a post about post-traumatic growth. For those of you who are new to my blog and not fully up to speed, this blog is a "post-psychological breakdown blog"...In essence, this blog (about summer starting to shine) is about me... Continue Reading →

PLANNING FOR DISCHARGE

I had my psychiatrist appointment today...I was tense beforehand. I always am. Here are some pictures of me looking tense... I have it in my head that she's scary....she actually isn't...but I've had so many bad experiences with her in the past... Continue Reading →

DO YOU EVER?

Do you ever wonder why you're here on this planet? I do. Do you ever wanna giggle at nothing except for the sheer incredulous ridiculousness and meaninglessness of our human existence. I do. Do you ever want to cry at how... Continue Reading →

LIFE AFTER SUICIDE VLOG

A HOPEFUL POSITIVE UPBEAT CHAT ABOUT HOW I CAME BACK FROM MULTIPLE SUICIDE ATTEMPTS TO BE THE BLOGGER  HERE BEFORE YOU. THIS VIDEO SHOULDN'T BE TRIGGERING OR UPSETTING BUT I HOPE INSPIRING AND INFORMATIVE. I WANT THIS TO BE WATCHED... Continue Reading →

BADLY DRAWN ELEPHANTS

JUST DRAW SUMMER. HOW HARD CAN IT BE... THIS IS MY FIRST/SECOND ATTEMPT AT AN ELEPHANT. IT HAD TO BE AN ELEPHANT, AS THIS RELATES TO MY RECENT POSTS ON ELEPHANTS AND THE THERAPEUTIC PROCESS. THIS IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT... Continue Reading →

DIFFICULT DISCLOSURES

Someone you know tells you something upsetting about an experience they've had, or an awkward emotion which makes you, [the listener] feel uncomfortable...or maybe you read a sad blog post, or something upsetting on social media where someone is authentically... Continue Reading →

BPD. THE SILENT ENEMY.

A video I made today on BPD/EUPD...a taste of how it feels for me. BPD is an invisible emotional disorder, with some biological/neurological/heredity component...but one which is usually borne from difficult childhoods. The repeated wounds of childhood for the abused, neglected... Continue Reading →

A SELF MADE FILM ON DEPRESSION + SH

I'm lost in bad feeling right now. I don't want to chat. I just want to express. This is depression and self harm to me. I fight it, and most of the time I cope ok, but sometimes I surrender... Continue Reading →

D.I.Y EMDR

This post was inspired by a post I read yesterday by one of my special blogger friends, Alexis Rose, the author of this book... Here is  THE POST which inspired me to write this. Alexis and I both have histories of severe... Continue Reading →

CLICKETY CLACK

Clickety clack is the sound my fingers will be making as they strike the keys on the keyboard for the next (approximately) few weeks of blogging. That's because Summer went and got herself inspired yesterday at an AMAZING training day... Continue Reading →

WOWZERS + EEK :)

Just wanna celebrate a bit cause I can!!!! And there is MUCHOS reason for me to celebrate :) I've had a major confidence boost, literally just now. My mental health selfie VLOG that I submitted for the UK mental health charity... Continue Reading →

PTSD FLASH.

I think I understand things, then realise I'm blindsighted sometimes and stupidly miss the bloody obvious... I'm tapping on my tiny phone early in the morning. Sleep is for losers...(or tired people?) The trouble is I am tired... really tired...but... Continue Reading →

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