The sense is NOT something we all have. What is it? ....... It's an abstract knowing- no searching and scrabbling in the dark for insight arrived at through logical reasoning or seasoned introspection. Sense is the way the universe provides us with info rich energetic inflection-higher vibrations-sometimes takes us on a journey lower-fast, not SLOWER-trust it-don't … Continue reading ‘THE SENSE’#soc
This is a post about post-traumatic growth. For those of you who are new to my blog and not fully up to speed, this blog is a "post-psychological breakdown blog"...In essence, this blog (about summer starting to shine) is about me figuring life out, after being so close to death (by suicide). My life started to … Continue reading BACK ON MY FEET!
Do you ever wonder why you're here on this planet? I do. Do you ever wanna giggle at nothing except for the sheer incredulous ridiculousness and meaninglessness of our human existence. I do. Do you ever want to cry at how much you hate yourself? I do. Do you ever want to draw over the body … Continue reading DO YOU EVER?
JUST DRAW SUMMER. HOW HARD CAN IT BE... THIS IS MY FIRST/SECOND ATTEMPT AT AN ELEPHANT. IT HAD TO BE AN ELEPHANT, AS THIS RELATES TO MY RECENT POSTS ON ELEPHANTS AND THE THERAPEUTIC PROCESS. THIS IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT CARTOONING ON MY BLOG. I WANNA CHALLENGE MYSELF TO BE CREATIVE IN DIFFERENT WAYS. … Continue reading BADLY DRAWN ELEPHANTS
Someone you know tells you something upsetting about an experience they've had, or an awkward emotion which makes you, [the listener] feel uncomfortable...or maybe you read a sad blog post, or something upsetting on social media where someone is authentically real about the actual uncensored shittiness of how they're feeling at that moment.... WHAT THE … Continue reading DIFFICULT DISCLOSURES
This post was inspired by a post I read yesterday by one of my special blogger friends, Alexis Rose, the author of this book... Here is THE POST which inspired me to write this. Alexis and I both have histories of severe trauma (satanic ritual abuse,) and in this post Alexis described the role writing had played … Continue reading D.I.Y EMDR
Clickety clack is the sound my fingers will be making as they strike the keys on the keyboard for the next (approximately) few weeks of blogging. That's because Summer went and got herself inspired yesterday at an AMAZING training day called CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE. HOPE FOR HEALING. The talk was delivered by Carolyn Spring, a Cambridge … Continue reading CLICKETY CLACK
I think I understand things, then realise I'm blindsighted sometimes and stupidly miss the bloody obvious... I'm tapping on my tiny phone early in the morning. Sleep is for losers...(or tired people?) The trouble is I am tired... really tired...but I can't sleep. I've barely slept all night because I'm in a hotel room. I … Continue reading PTSD FLASH.
The title is maybe a bit cheekily misleading...this is a virtual coffee break chat post. The tap and unwrap bit is that I HAVE to have Terry's chocolate orange when I have coffee with a friend. Do you have Terrys choc orange in other parts of the world? squinting, deep in thought I got the … Continue reading SHIRAZ + SUMMER