Melancholic morning, stay inside your bed,

The world hurts- sink your head in a pillow instead.

Lavender scented Francais-themed sad,

Wrote a post last night that confirmed my bad.

Bad girl missing ma famille, 

Longing for them, plain as can be.

Heavy plenty floaty plenty, 

Torn out heart bleeds out till it is dry and lifeless and empty,

Ribs ache head throb,

Chest strains silent sob.

Disorientate- why here now?

Alone I bleed, calf wants cow.

Depressed mood, no tears to cry,

Broken wings flap, unable to fly.

Suicidal thoughts stand by,

Permission to land- live to chase the next high.