Search

SUMMER STARTS TO SHINE

WRITER. DOODLER. TRAUMA SURVIVOR. INFLUENCER. WAVE-MAKER.

Category

emotion

SMILEY SADNESS

The truest sentence that I know, is that a smile can conceal great sadness. Speaking from my own experience, I don't only cry when I'm sad and only smile when I'm happy. It just isn't that simple. I have perfected the art... Continue Reading →

Featured post

POST-LONDON SHARPIE RELEASE

I couldn't write my feelings, so I scribbled them out in sharpie instead... 😔 Post-publishing note* I was not intending to break my blog holiday rule, but these sharpies had to be published for my sanity! I'm going to London... Continue Reading →

LIVING, WRITING, FEARING   

Apprehension is something we all feel from time to time and is completely natural and human. Usually though we are only apprehensive about stuff that really matters to us. Things that we're not bothered about we don't tend to feel apprehension... Continue Reading →

Featured post

LONELINESS: THE QUIETEST EXPOSION

Loneliness is the quietest explosion you'll ever [not] hear It explodes peacefully in never-ending waves; breaking against the shoreline of our hearts There is no sound of exploding on the outside The sound is all on the inside We are alone and... Continue Reading →

Featured post

BPD: ESCAPE TO THE RAINBOW

The grounding process begins. I'm digging deep and securing my emotional roots again. Today has been blissfully easy and private. I have happily hidden, barring a few conversations with selected people of lushness. I needed that after two very special but also... Continue Reading →

THERAPY BEAST

It's therapy day today. I wonder what emotional chaos will ensue today. I just read a brilliant blog post about someone else's experience of therapy, and wished a. I could write like that, and b. that I understood therapy better.... Continue Reading →

WATER ON CHALK

Gymnasts can't do those amazing things they do on the bars without chalk on their hands. Their hands will slip. They will lose their grip. They may even fall to the ground and do themselves an injury. Gymnasts are not... Continue Reading →

Featured post

CRISIS THOUGHTS

SummerSHINES

SHAME ON YOU

I survey the mess and wonder who is to blame, Deceit speaks so loud that truth sounds so lame, Crisis and drama; moth attracted to the flame, Emotions so strong there's no restraint or choice to tame, Feeling so sad, desolate... Continue Reading →

NO WORDS

Just scrawled doodles. Bad day. No words. SummerSHINES 

HIRE A SWING

I can't stop writing this holiday so far. It's bonkers! I think this is post number three so far today hides face. Hopefully my readers are not too sick of me.  I'm FULL up of stuffness that needs it's wordy... Continue Reading →

FESTIVITY-rebellion

Today's post is for me...it isn't for an imaginary audience. It's for me. It may not entertain you. You may not agree with it. You might want to skip this one over. This post is for me. Today is Easter... Continue Reading →

THESE DUVET DAYS

My spine slumps, my shoulders sag, my neck aches, my arms are perceived by me as feeling far longer, as though they are weighted down like depression's leaden version of mittens on the end of strings that dangle down the innards of... Continue Reading →

PSEUDO-KIND

This is an offloading therapeutic post. About how [some] people react to me. You'll notice from the blog address that this blog started out as SUMMER STARTS TO SHINE....it was then pointed out I was progressing really well and already... Continue Reading →

THE EXECUTIVE

Anytime anything is published anywhere, we expose ourselves to a portion of social risk. Sometimes risks are so miniscule they are bordering on non-existent. Other times social risks are greater. Honesty is the moderating factor. The more honest and direct, the greater... Continue Reading →

Powered by WordPress.com.

Up ↑